Missin' someone

After a busy and a noisy second, you found yourself sitting in one corner, enjoying the solitude of bein' alone. All of a sudden you found yourself thinkin' of someone. Someone that you know and you value so much and you realized that in that second you managed to forget him, totally. It's not that you want to forget that person, it's just that knowing that you miss him that much and you can't even do somethin' about it makes it more miserable, right? and your like making that the reason why you don't wanna think about more. It was a temporary relieve of loneliness.

I mean, yeah. He spent his summer with his family at Dubai and it was just, say like... 3 long months of not seeing him. During that time when we talk over the net, all I did was bark at him. Pretty wierd 'cause I miss him so much and yet all I did was like quarrel at him, but he never quarrel-back at me 'cause he knew why I was like that.

Now, that his back at the city, I still can't see him. WTF!!! This is really not killing me.

At first, I was like fine with him bein' at Dubai and not seeing each other but now, it's a different story. We are in the same and his place is like the next place to ours but what's most awfully is still we can't see each other. HUHU.

Bittersweet circumstances in life that we can't do anything about. Still I linger... waiting.

Cause I was left behind and was so bored..

May 16th. The day was scheduled to be a Team GA/outing. It was planned that the team would go to the beach to chill for a day.

The day started well. I packed my things, a couple of clothes to wet, a towel and all those stuff. I was really excited that I had woke up ahead of everyone just to pack my thing and go. Everyone was still on bed, but all of a sudden, my mom got up from bed, went downstairs and told me that I have to stay home 'cause no one would be there to watch over it blah blah. I was like why? Aren't you gonna be here? are you goin' some place else? My mom said they were gonna go to "carmen". Her place, I mean, where she came from. We usually go there on the 15th of May and I should've known better that they were goin'. -sighs- I was stuck at home. Me and my sis were thinkin' that this was unfair. My sis was also left behind 'cause she had summer classes. Me and my sis were thinkin' of things to do to start the day. We did chores and the like in the morning but after lunch, again, we got fed up with the silence. So, I decided to get my PS2. hehehe. I bid it on line and got it for 5k ^_^ hehe. Lucky me. I fetched the console then after which, set it up and had a blast. They were out of town for 4days and 3nights and during those times, all we did at home was play and play the thing. Lazy as it may sound but, really, all we did was sit and play. Eat and poo. Sleep and play the whole time. hahaha

The next day, We, me and my sis, stormed the nearest mall to get some CDs. We found a shop and spent the whole morning there. We were picking out CDs and had to try them out, of course, if t'would work but, unfortunately, the lot of there CDs didn't play or the console wasn't able to read it for some reasons. Got tired, hungry and fed up with the pissed sales lady, I was just like OK, we'll take those even though we haven't tried 'em. We ended up at around 12noon. We went home and tried the CDs. Unfortunately, the CDs didn't play or whatever, as expected. CRAP!!! I had to go back to shop and exchanged it for other ones. I had to talk to the lady in charge. Told her that the CDs didn't play. She accepted it and exchanged it. I went home, tried the CDs. One of which played or went on fine but the other one would stuck up after sometime. I didn't go back to the shop. Duhh!!. They're just gonna replace it with the same crappy one's so, nevermind.

But still I had loads of fun with my new PS2. Weeeeeeeeeeee!!! ^_^